It's a big world, and I just love you

Chapter 2010

He never understood that the perfection he wanted was not a child, just her.

As long as she stayed with him and spent every day with him, his life would be perfect.

"Shanglingsi, listen to me..."

"I don't want to hear it! Yu Xinxing, you said that you love me more than children. Do you remember that Shangling Si grabs her shoulder hard, as if to crush her bones.

"If you love me, you will listen to me. We will give up. As long as you promise me this, I will listen to you in the future."

“……”

Yu Xinxing saw such a Shangling company for the first time.

He was like a drowning child, clutching her tightly, afraid of her rejection, as if afraid that she would push him back into the water.

She opened her mouth and tried to say something, but in the end she couldn't say anything.

One day ago, they were very happy to sit together and discuss the name of the baby when it was born.

Why just one day, all the beautiful pictures, all changed.

He didn't want her to leave the baby as before

"Shanglingsi, please calm down. Have you asked the doctor? Even if you want to give up, you can't operate now. Can you give me a little time and let me think about it, OK? "

Yu Xinxing reached out to hold him, and his mood became much calmer.

She gently patted him on the back, as if in comfort of a child, waiting for Shangling Si to nod, then lay down again.

Her condition has just stabilized and she is very tired.

Coax Shang Ling Si for a while, feel exhausted.

She was worried that if she kept going, Shangling would find her uncomfortable.

"I'm sleepy..." Yu Xinxing closed his eyes and only whispered a word, and he fell asleep.

In her hand, she was still holding on to the picture the doctor had just given her.

Shangling Si quietly looked at her pale face for a long time, until the whole person calmed down, then reached out to cover her quilt.

He wanted to take the picture out of her hand, but found that she was pulling it tightly, as if worried that someone would snatch it while she was asleep.

Shangling Si heart a tight, a root of her fingers, forced to take out the photo, just for her to cover the quilt.

Yu Xinxing fell asleep.

He was sitting by the bed alone with the B-ultrasound picture of the fetus in his hand.

He held the picture in his hand, but he never had the courage to see it

Shaking his fingers, he took a cigarette out of his pocket.

Just about to light it, I think of Yu Xinxing in the ward, holding the cigarette in his hand and leaving the ward.

As soon as I got to the air vent in the corridor, I lit the smoke and took a deep breath.

Nicotine paralyzes the brain, but it doesn't make him feel any better

One by one, his feet, soon covered with cigarette butts.

As soon as his hand shook, his photo fell to the ground.

Unexpected one eye, let him see the picture, a small, curled up fetus.

So small, transparent photos, rolled up into a group of sleeping appearance, like an angel has not come to the world

Shangling Si Zi pupil suddenly shrinks!

He was anxious to pick up the picture.

Can bow the moment, the eye socket is red.

Ready to pick up the photo hand, suddenly into a fist, hard hit the wall.

"Bang --"

"Bang Bang --"

"Bang Bang --"

one punch after another.

His hands were soon stained with blood.